My If's and My Means

-plumtree

i’m not used to tell people how i really feel..

so if i tell you i miss you,

i really do

if i turn my head down or stop talking..

it means i was hurt.

if i ask you, “where are you, are you busy?”

it’s because i want to call you and hear your voice..

if i call your name in repetition,

it was just my odd way of showing my affection.

if i pull your hair or tap you without any reason..

the real reason is for you to give me your attention.

if i ask, “do you have something to tell me?”

it means i’m open for conversation and i want to know your issues

about me, if there’s any.

if i ask, “are you okay?”

it means i’m here to help you..

if i want to eat ice cream with you..

all i want to say is that i need some company.

and if i show up in front of you that instant..

i’m really eager to see you.

and if i do post this as my fb status..

all i’m trying to say is that if i told you

“I Love You” believe me because I mean it.